Thursday, December 29, 2005

Everyone else is doing it

Kari's blog features her results from bluepyramid.com's famous internet quizes. (Does Quizzes have two Zs?) I'm a copy cat. At least I'm not like Danielle, who found out she's like the Webster's Dictionary. A dictionary. Not even the OED, but the sucky generic American one. Poor girl.




You're The Sound and the Fury!

by William Faulkner

Strong-willed but deeply confused, you are trying to come to grips
with a major crisis in your life. You can see many different perspectives on the issue, but you're mostly overwhelmed with despair at what you've lost. People often have a hard time understanding you, but they have some vague sense that you must be brilliant anyway. Ultimately, you signify nothing.



Take the Book Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid.



I Signify Nothing. Yeah, that's about right.




You're an Octopus!

Thoughtful and reflective, you always appear to have tilted your
head slightly to one side. You like stretching out your languorous body wherever
you can, but not everything is always relaxed. You wear your emotions on your
sleeve and have a terrible poker face. And when you feel most threatened, you start
writing things down furiously. If there's a sucker born every minute, there's one
of you born roughly every day.



Take the Animal Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid.





I do tilt my head to one side, but I'm going for the "inquisitive puppy" look, not the "blubbery octopus" look.




You're Connecticut!

You have a great deal to do with whales and, when an observer squints,
even look a little like one. Even though you don't play hockey anymore, you've got an
icy personality and prefer social climbing to most other activities. If you live in a
small town, you're absurdly wealthy, and if you live in a big city, you're probably
stuck in a dead-end factory job. For some reason, you call cities "fords".
GM can't be pleased about that.



Take the State Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid.



A whale? I thought I was an octopus? Social climbing? Only up the ivory towers....

Know thyself: Go to tickle.com

"Reading Moll Flanders": The Semester from Hell Ends!

Long an Amy and Kari euphemism for taking a nap, "Reading Moll Flanders" has acutally become a real activity. With, like, action.
Even literature I hate has its moments. And I don't "hate" Moll Flanders the way I cringe at some of the Romantics. It's just not a fun read; the dialogue is not marked by quotation marks, the plot is moralistic, and even the exciting action packed moments are written in the same, 17th century prose style. "She watered the Plants with Awesome grace and Fluency" and "He then, with his Stile of Manners befitting a Gentleman of the highest class, Ignited a Nuclear Warhead, of which there were many in the Parish. Cries were heard throughout the Great City until Dawn approacheth as God had wont to do" are placed in the same sentence phrasing, with the same asides one might imagine in Ladies Home Journal.
But, that being said, there are some lovely phrases which spark my Imagination (damn you Coleridge) into bad poetry, as I am bred unto. Or something like that. So here's Amylea the Great's "Thoughts upon rereading Moll Flanders during Kwanzaa"
Canto 1 (because every poet needs to write something in cantos at some point): The Fall of Rhetoric
Give the lye to all those Arguments
of women,
cabbages, and diamond rings
Let seeping trees weep all fall into the clay
russet as early day break
and let winter lightening
bend the frozen sap.
Give the lye to all those Persuasions
downstream where bodies make bodies clean
Infinite cantatum, Solarum rex est
Unto the fires commit my words

Canto 2: Re-union
Bare loss was not so much
a matter of my attention
as was the loss of his Person
whom I loved to distraction,
to a wild, airy way of Discourse
that has no signification in it.
Come, do not strive to stand up
on your own two fleshy legs
Let my cold hands do the walking
for us both across the sand:
There are no more bridges to cross,
no more houses or fields to burn
No Stands to leap from as the earth turns
from the sun.

Canto 3: Inflamed

Where Love's the case,
The Doctor's an Ass
.

He asked me to sing them a Song
At which I scoffed and said my singing Days were over
But I continued on, melancholy, silent, dull and retired
finding myself a snare at my hands.
In the flood lighting, singing one quarter
off the pitch, one quarter in the mud,
I speak as backward as he does
with that unhearable growl gagging
him before his offense reaches me.

He represented these dangers in
the motions of his outward seeking hands
and heightened my imagination
with elves and wands and kings
and I followed his eyes
seeing myself with no Friend
left loose to the world
a mere cast off Whore
Out of that Town
alone with the Maddest, Gayest thing alive
whose snarls stop just in his throat
to the point of burning his tongue.

No Doctor could illusion me well
No Priest entice me from that hell.

Sunday, November 20, 2005

Complexity, Chaos and Catastrophe

Book: The Moment of Complexity: Emerging Network Culture. Mark Taylor.

Amy's Thoughts: Oh, for the love of all angst.

I've been trying to read this book all day. It culminated with a call to dear old Dad, who kindly explained chaos theory to me. Which I get. I really do. It's based in two premises: All systems have an inherent order and that any change to any part of the system, no matter how small, can cause huge, giant, catastrophic effects. (This is different from the so called "Catastrophe theory" which has something to do with nonlinear systems wherein resulting values make "quantum leaps" for certain given initial values plugged into an equation.)
And I get that within these systems, we cannot account for individual behavior, but the whole we can explain.
The idea of "Complexity" seems to blend the two, asking us to reconsider the second part of premises of chaos theory; instead of a single change introjected into a system, Taylor posits a series of overarching social changes that build up. The system remains stable, self-conserving, constant until a quantum moment where the critical mass of "newness" creates a change.
For Taylor, this newness began appearing in 1968. A lot happened that year. Chaos theory was invented (discovered? Articulated?). Derrida got massively popular. Some bad stuff went down in the South. More bad stuff happened in Vietnam. People began figuring out that the structures of structuralism could be a little scary in their oppositions. For Taylor, the "leap" (my words) happened in 1989, with the fall of the Berlin Wall. Literal barriers between oppositions (east/west, communism/capitalism) were torn down brick by brick. And hovering in the background (or perhaps the cause? or the effect?) were new communication systems just ready to change us all. CNN, for one. The Internet was made public. And the happy, categorizing grids of structuralism got bent into the wire frames for fractals that are unpredictable. Yeah. And my generation was just learning long division and cursive writing. We're a new breed alright. We've got a new sense of communication, networking, persuasion, movement of individuals. We are fluid, as is our information (and our sense of what counts as information).
This is the new paradigm of theory? This is replacing poststructuralism? Isn't it a bit too utopian? My generation is still controlled by binary oppositions; it's stuck in our language. And what the hell does this have to do with Burke?
I could make some connections. Burke likes systems. The Grammar is his ultimate critical system for understanding human motives. But within that system of human motives, which we can describe as consisting of Act, Agent, Agency, Scene, and Purpose, we cannot predict the action of an individual, only use the terms of the system to describe what happened after the fact. We can show how the system of the "Human Barnyard" requires patterns of behavior as a whole, but cannot predict the movements of any one "wordling." Burke reminds us that language matters; his discussion of behaviorism reminds us that humans, unlike animals, choose options based on our understanding of the world as filtered through language (also a system, and much harder to break).
But, if we take the idea of systems seriously (which postmodernists would rather not), we can say that average persons will respond to stimulous X within the system in a given way, because we have seen it before. And we can even probably say that we know the limitations of the system, how much change it can hold before it collapses under the newness. The predictablility of this can lead us to create very effective rhetoric.
But isn't the purpose of rhetoric to incite change? To move a people? To do something new? Perhaps (and this is the dystopian/utopian problem) the system must have some amount of newness/change--perhaps the system is ready for such a movement, and even requires it (think of Matrix: Reloaded here). That to preserve our current democracy, we must have revolutionary, dystopian rhetoric, which reminds us just how bad things could get.
Burke says as much, when he says such rhetorics are largely conservative. What is being conserved is the system as it is now. We don't want a revolution; we want to maintain equillibrium.
And not all systems are chaotic, Dad points out. But that type of determinism, totalitarianism is too much for a humanist like me. I want to believe that I have the choice to move, even if it is within the system, even if the system requires it.
And where does that leave us Christians? Free Will? The Eschaton, where all systems everywhere collapse, unless you consider that right now we are in the largest, most complex system ever, moving according to Her/His equation, looping from beginning to end to beginning again until the ultimate moment of complexity arises, and S/He leads us to that next quantum leap into a new system.

Then what?


It doesn't say what happens after the thousand years, after the new heaven and new earth. "After," is, after all, a human idea based on a linear understanding of time. time feels linear; i won't get any sleep tonight.

What does this have to do with Burke and fanfiction and multiple interpretatins? Of laycriticism? Of rhetoric, and representative anecdotes and symbolic action and stylized, strategic responses to situations?

I don't know.

If you know, please post a comment! Or, you know, write my paper for me! Your Choice! Free will served up daily on unwiredmascot.blogspot.com!

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Waiting for Studii

Back in the day, we used to make the plural of "Student" be "Studii." I think it had something to do with how we felt that "Biesecker-Mast" should be pluralized as "Biesecker-Masti." Both conversations were spawned (pun intended) from our concern over the plural of "penis."

None of which has anything to do with this teaching journal post.

I just finished grading 2/3 of my (remaining) class's verbal/visual portrait. While the visual portraits tend to be pretty good (at least they are talking about the person) the verbal portraits are all over the place. Some are like news articles, some like a diary. Some quote too extensively, some are all paraphrase. What did I DO?!

Because I'm pretty sure their abysmal performance is my fault. And it all boils down to how they see themselves (positioning) as part of this project.

When I said I wanted a "portrait," I initially talked about a verbal portrait putting into words those things you would capture on film. I suppose I should have been less metaphorical. I should have said, "This means a good argument in this genre includes X, Y, Z."

But how many times did I tell them that I need to "See" the person? That I need to intimately "know" the informant? To "show don't tell"? Did I only imagine that I got those things across? Did I ever look into their eyes to see if it was sinking in?

I can't remember.

And now I'm waiting for the last stragglers to email me their critical bibliographies. Some were holding out for me to push them back yet another few days, but I insisted this was it. And yet, this is a genre I know how to speak to; despite being a horrible bibliography writer myself, I know how to talk about this kind of audience, purpose and style. I'm comfortable with the language, with the expectations. I'd work with them forever on this if I could.

But, alas, I cannot. Time gusts swiftly past something about inspiration, imagination, the autumn wind and dying leaves as metaphor goes here I must not fail this class....

I will spend time tomorrow working on "issue identfication" with them. Although that seems more fit for conferences.

I love conferences. I don't know what people are complaining about. I feel they learn far more in small groups with me as facilitator than they do any other time. So much gets accomplished! And yet I was the only one in the conference room this morning. My kiddos sent me meaningful looks: "We could be in bed like these other classes."

They'll appreciate it later. I've built in lots of "Peer editing from your bed" in the last two weeks. They'll love it.

Twenty-four minutes to go.

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

My Prophetic Vision (for teaching)

Teaching is about being continually frustrated, about defering the resolution to a problem.
While I may be able to resolve Student X's difficulties with research, Student Y has different difficulties. For example, Student X doesn't know how to use online databases. Student Y doesn't have the ability to search those databases because she can't think critically about her overall goals, about her project as a type that can be categorized with terms. Student Z pulls up multitudes of information, but can't sort it. Student F sorts it, but can't synthesize.
By the end of the critical bibliography, I'd like them to be at Student Z's level, at least. I want them to be "wordlings" (Burke!) who see language and even objects as "entitled," belonging to categories. How critical they are of those categories doesn't really matter to me; first they need to see that there are ways of terming (ways of seeing, terministic screenings). And other than saying, with flashing lights and fireworks "Hey! Human language is categorical!" I don't know what to do.
As for argument. Oh geez. Today I said the term "rhetoric" and was met with absolute blankness. I talk about it all the time, but some students still don't know what I mean when I say argument. Case in point: One student's critical bibliography stated that the article "didn't have any arguments" because there was "nothing to fight about."
Did I miss something? Did I make some fatal assumption in some warrant somewhere? Do I have to go back again? Have they already forgotten the elements of persuasion and argumentation we did back in September?
I suppose I could point out the rhetoricality of the critical bibliography. Of course it's rhetorical in nature: it's addressed (Burke), it's strategic, it's "sly" in its formulations and organization. It is arranged to make sense of the world for a reader.
Guess I should have said that. Guess I'll have to say it soon.
They laughed at me for calling it "The Big Ethnography of Doom" at the beginning of the semester. Today they asked why I hadn't called it that on the assignmnet sheet. I guess I don't want to freak them out. Too late.
When it comes to style, I always think in terms of rhetoric as identficiation. This is one of my problems with Romantic Rhetoric and Shelley's Defence of Poetry, as you can see from my post a few days ago. But when it comes to Postmodern understandings of rhetoric and writing (is there a difference between rhetoric and writing? Should it be Rhetoric while Writing?), style is obviously one rhetorical method. I want my students to understand that.
Actually, I want to understand that, too. Just more theoretically.
Oh, Papa KB. Help.

Sunday, November 06, 2005

New Levels of Patheticness, One Semester Only!

Death by Grad School

I keep telling myself various unhel[ful axiomatic phrases. Mantras, if you will (but you probably won't). Like, "You chose this," or "You know you love it."
I am right on both counts: I did choose this "life" and I do love it. In fact, if someone gave me $20 million, I'd probably go to grad school forever. And write bad poetry. And learn every langauge in the world.
But I did not choose to be this stressed out; I did not choose to have such restraints put on my time and body. Here's Amy's Monday, and Tuesday for example.
5:50 am Wake up. Swear about the Yankees.
6:23 am On Bus.
7:00 am Starbucks for a cup of salvation
7:15 am In office, picking up stuff to teach with
7:30-8:20 Teaching.
8:30-11:30 In computer lab, grading, answering student emails, finishing up my own work.
11:30-12:20 Class.
12:30-1:15 Lunch while reading.
1:20-3:30 Back in computer lab, doing same as above. Mental breaks at 20 minute intervals
3:30-4:30 Class
4:30-5:00 Bus
5:00-6:00 Dinner, staring blankly at tv
6:00-9:00 Attempting reading, but half asleep.
9:00 Shower.
10:00 Try to stay awake for Daily Show. Usually fails, wake up with drool running down face at 10:20ish
10:30: Drool free, attempt to read again in bed.
Tuesday
1:00: Wake up with pen bleeding on pjs. Curse the Yankees. Try to remember if I took my pills.
1:45 Give up on reading; it's making no sense anyway.
5:50 am. Wake up.
Ditto through 8:30.
8:30 am. Realize I forgot to do something for Tarez. Spend next half hour frantically trying to finish it.
9:00-10:20 Mentoring. Room begins to spin at around 10:00.
10:30-11:45 Burke class. Most fun class of all. Like coming home.
12:00-12:30 Bus.
12:30-1:30 Lunch, with the missed Daily Show
1:30-5:30 Nap. Pretty much the only quality sleep all week.
5:30-6:15 Dinner. Assuming I can stay conscious enough to make it.
6:15-10:00 Various readings. Might look at dishes and laundry, but little chance of doing either one. Observe the chocolate wrappers on the floor with a zen-like calm.
10:00 Shower
10:30-5:50 Attempt to sleep. Wake up at 2:00 with guilt for not reading better during Monday evening.
Lather, rinse, repeat.
It's not horrible, I guess. But not much of a life.
It's 8:00 now, and I'm too sleepy to do what needs done, i.e. write the outline of my paper. The words swim in front of my eyes.
Theory has made less and less sense lately. That's a bad thing, because abstraction is usually what I'm good at. I just feel that it's going too fast, that if I could slow it down even a fraction, by 10% or even less, I could hold on to the things flying by me.
In my dream last night, I was in high school again, in band. Playing those damned (sorry Laura) bells. The xylophone was clean, though, and freshly coated. It rung nicely when I struck the bars with my mallets. And Laura looked at me and said, "Do you know this song?" and for once, I did. It was one of the songs from the gospel show, I know now. "It's in B flat," I told her, and played the song perfectly. She stared at me in shock. "When did you get so good?" she asked. "That's how it always works with me," I reminded her. "I suck for a long time, then magically understand it, all at once."
Then the dream turned in on itself, and we were in the band room. Everyone was still alive and unscathed. Riley Kloos looked at me and said something about my sudden improvement. "This," I tell him, "is the result of what Kenneth Burke would call occupational psychosis." The "this" however, had multiple referents; first, I was refering to my new found percussion abilities. Second, I was refering the the dream itself. "Those create terministic screens," I say cheerfully. Then I say something about desire that apparently did not transfer. I spoke in good post modern academic language, explaining the Burkean system to Riley. Kamp stood short and silent. Jeff, Derek and Nick were in the back by the cages shaking their heads. I was brilliant.
If my dream was really an example of occupational psychosis, then I must ask "What are symbols of what?" "Ability" is something that has been bothering me of late; the one talent I ever had inately, I think, was music. And when I tried to play percussion and couldn't-- the only time I ever really gave up due to disease--I doubted the ability in which I had grounded my selfhood. If musical ability, that is, the ability to "see" chords and harmonies and the pathos of music, is somehow in my mind linked to academic ability, then what I was telling myself was that I need to stop forcing myself into something I can't quite do yet. Because forcing it will only result in what happened before, with the percussion line.
I have, of course, grown up since then. I no longer have any intimations of sacrifice for some abstract cause, like "honor" or "pride." Believing that killing my body in order to achieve some sort of greatness is something better left to those in teenage angst. I am far too pragmatic to belive in a mind/body split.
Am I supposed to be making a point here...? Oh, yes. Patheticness. Tarez is now emailing me reminders about what I'm supposed to do. They are working in the sense that things are getting done that ordinarily would not. But seeing them makes me feel like I've failed somehow. Don't be stupid. That silly little 15 year old with the swollen fingers and bad limp is giving me a guilt trip. She wants some kind of public service award or medal of honor. She wants a Lifetime Story about her heroic struggle through graduate school.
She's such a bitch.
The "crip myth" of the courageous handicapped person overcoming adversity to achieve genius is really cramping my style. Once they label you, they can't unlabel you. I want to disable every 20/20 reporter who featured a parapeligic; I want to give fibromyalgia to everyone who's ever said, "Hang in there!" and then walked easily out the door.
I think this is an anger phase?
I can't wait for Harry Potter 4 to come out. I need a distraction from without.

Sunday, October 30, 2005

You can't have Romanticism without Antics

Three a.m. Sunday. Geez. What a time to be thinking about rhetoric and Romanticism.
I took the course because at some point during the Summer of Insanity 2004, while reading A Grammar of Motives I began to realize that I could only go so far with the rhetoric of dystopian fiction without refering to the traditions of revolutionary rhetoric. Specifically, what I didn't know, but had a sneaking suspiscion about, was where/who/when/why we (Anglophones?) began to see literature as an opportunity not only for social criticism, but to provoke a desire for change in our audiences.


So I went through that table in my head of the Periods of English Literature. While the Restoration folk had a lot of political commentary, I decided, they were mainly members of the elite, literate class. Major social revolutions had yet to happen. What I needed was something around, say, the American and French Revolutions, which, luckily occured relatively close together. The British and Americans were entrenched in (some form of ) the revolutionary spirit. And then he appeared in my head.

William Fuckin Wordsworth
And his precious The Prelude.

Good old WW exemplifies the Romantic spirit, by which I mean a focus on the individual (i.e. Agent) that goes along with both revolutions. Romantics believed in the power of the imagination, of personal transcendence of surface phenomonen. In saying "Screw the city; I'm going to go sit in Nature for a while" there is an implicit social criticism.
What's more, WW and friends wrote many treatises defending the place of poetry. From WW's "Preface to Lyrical Ballads" which asks his audience to be open to his use of "common" language for poetry to Shelley's "Defence of Poetry" which is doing so much that no one can agree on its main thesis--something about Poetry's ability to transcend and give truth/beauty/god through the imagination of the poet--the Romantics are deeply concerned with what their poetry is doing. And while they do not use these terms, that, my friends, is the sphere of rhetoric.

What did WW assume poetry could do? He saw himself as the poet who could bring the sublime to others. But what, I wonder, happens after readers (what kind of readers were they?) recognize with WW in that 13th chapter, the true nature of the sublime, of imagination? Are we to all run to the Alps or an Abbey and leave behind the choking cities? What of the fact that WW details the joy and intense violence of the French Revolution? What did he want his readers (mainly his close friends and family at that point) to do? What, in Burke's terms, is the Representative Anecdote, the "equipment for living" we are to take from this?

And of the abolitionist poetry, which lacks the subtlety of WW's political arguments in The Prelude, we see actual, real, political debate revolving around what the politicians read in those poems. Real social controversy and dialogue emerge from something some chicks (okay, some dudes) put down on paper and published. And while they lack the sophisticated anecdotal rhetoric, we see poetry as power because poetry is being disseminated to the masses, who are gaining the power to act politically

No wonder in the Victorian era, then, Ruskin (or was it Pater?) believed that declining culture of England (his words, not mine) could be saved by moral education from the arts? That painting and poetry can save us all, if the masses can all be moved at once by the representative anecdotes (my words, not his) art gives us. No wonder the medium most accessable to the masses in the 1930s and 1940s--the novel--boasted some of the most revolutionary rhetoric ever.

The beliefs about poetry and social action that the Romantics left us with--specifically, I think, there is something about the special ability of a poet-hero to notice the problems around him and write so as to stroke the Imagination of a "vulgar" audience--have declined little in popular understandings of "the writer." While in the academy we know that there is no magical Author(ity) any more, that writing is always plural, that there is nothing new under the sun--still, the public imagines a Thoreauian poet who says "Damn it all to hell" and shrinks hermit-like into his woods to contemplate the earth's troubles before transmitting (translating?) those to us. CSPAN has a few hours of Book time because of this; authors of nonfiction books are invited on Jay Leno and praised for their insights because we stil believe that we need these Authors to save us from our own stupidity.
As long as someone is still writing critically, poetically, beautifully, tyrany can't take hold. Our vigilance is in our "poets."

Plato wanted no poets in his Republic because they were too apt to stir up the masses. For literature in English, the idea that we can use that to our advantage seems to have emerged with the political revolutions (which came first, chicken or basketball?) of the 18th century. A little more than 200 years later, Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix became the best selling dystopia EVER (I plan on writing an essay explaining how it is a dystopia, but if you've read it, you should know what I mean). Harry Potter is the poetry of our masses, the tentative situation with the "War" on "Terror" is symbolic of larger political stirrings, and Jon Stewart is our Mary Wolstoncraft. And this rhetorical situation, with all of these tensions of symbolic acts (writing, and now, television and film) being the constant force against acts of total domination, is just how we like it. There will be no revolution unless we move from the Attitude (i.e. "latent Action") we learn anecdotally through Harry and Jon to the Action that those in power are able to have.

The spirit of Romanticism, often connotative of "naivity," is still in our language. If we still have the ability to talk about Revolution, we'll be okay. As much as I hate it for its dependency on some grandiose white male genius moment, we need the rhetoric of Romanticism because it is our founding ("constiutional") rhetoric, without which there is room for rhetorics of apathy or domination to take hold.
The End. For now.

Friday, October 28, 2005

Uneven pigtails and Inquisitive Beavers

It's a carnivalesque atmosphere here in the computer lab, in the 10th week of Fall Semester 2005. Graduate students have collectively given up on academic rigor, and have given into burlesque (it's an "esque" day) cavalierism.
And I have no idea what any of those words meant, or if they go together.
Those dissertating (a word?) are a bit hysterical; those teaching have given up on their students. A check of my own roster seems to indicate that five of my 19 students have withdrawn. That explains the lack of attendance.
At least there are fewer papers to grade.
Is it my fault? Not likely. Yes, I've been sick for a few days, and was being the binary opposite of the Energizer Bunny the weeks before that, but here in week 10--White Sox breaking a curse, NFL taking over downtime discussions--everyone seems to be faltering. I'm glad it's not just me.
The Burke paper remains unfinished. My focus is that of a fish. A three second memory.
I cancelled conferences this morning, and asked the students to email me their stuff before noon. Half of them did so. Not bad.
It was surreal riding the bus in the daylight, wearing messy pigtails and my 2003 Witmarsum sweater with the reporter-beaver on the front. Witmarsum: A town in Friesland, Netherlands; birthplace of Menno Simons.
Witmarsum Reporter: Bluffton College [sic] student. With poised pen and Professional Reporter's Notebook on the track of something like truth (which "makes free").
God, I miss being an undergrad. I miss Gerald telling me that there is something like truth about God in all that theory. "Logos!"
Teaching started out good. I think I need to return to a rhetorical construct for this. Rhetoric grounds me in that there are heuristics, ways of categorizing, the world is ordered into ethos, logos and pathos. And the deconstructionist's voice who is situated in my right frontal lobe is not silent, but quenched by a pragmatism for a moment. Truth doesn't matter. What matters is what we see as action and re-action to texts.
So Monday I will frame our little attendance problem as a rhetorical situation. Together we will do a pentad on the computer screen. We've never done a pentad before, but teaching by osmosis like that sometimes worked. It did for me, when Gerald would rant at me during dinner about church history, post modernity and Anabaptism, and the rhetorical constructs that make up our language. Lacan goes with the cross. Foucault explains the gate of heaven.
I don't know how anymore. But it worked back then.

Friday, October 21, 2005

Technology, Literature, Rhetoric, the "human"

Tarez sent me an email about the 2006 Pacific Rim Conference on Literature and Rhetoric. This year's topic? Technology, Humanity, and Change. One of the pannels? Techno-Dystopias in Film and Literature. The others? Electronic composition.
So, of course I'm going to send in a proposal. Not that I have any clue as to how to do that.
But how to narrow my large freakin projects of doom to something suitable for a 20 minute presentation? And which project of doom?
Part of me really wants to stake my claim as a Burkeian doing the rhetoric of literature. Another part of me wants to hold off until I feel I can talk about Burke more freely without getting confused. For the Love of Johnny Damon, I don't want my Burkeian debut to be a disaster.
On the other hand, I can talk about identification without being a complete Burkean, right? My work on the film aspect has been minor (one paper), and it has lots of room for improvement and other resources. One thing I fail to talk about in that paper is the "Green" that is necessary. The ideology-spreading ability of film in that paper is glossed in two paragraphs. The comparison to literature is too quick.
So, something like: "Identification in Techno-Dystopian Film: Tempering the Revolutionary Spirit"??
Or, if I delay my entrance into that discourse community, what are my options? I'd have to research the hell out of what has been said about fan communities.
Which is why I'm sitting in the computer lab, running library searches like there's no tomorrow (there may be no tomorrow). What has been done? Am I repeating someone already?
Oh, please, not repetition.

Sunday, October 16, 2005

Frustrated? Why, yes!

(teaching week....oh whatever it was 10/12-10/15)

Frustrations are, of course, to be expected if one wants to treat the Act of teaching as a dialogue or dialectic. There will be misrepresentations, false starts, and questions of authority. And, as goes the quantum theory that at any one moment there is a slight but significant possibility that you could end up putting your hand through a door when attempting to knock on it--given a random ordering of atoms and their constituent parts all deciding to be somewhere else simultaneously--there is a signficant and not so slight possibility that student entropy will occur all at once as well. Particularly when certain environmental factors push the student-atoms to one side in a convincing manor (Motion, says Papa KB, not Action!).
So when only twelve students appeared in class on Thursday, and only a slight majority of those appearing had done the rough draft for peer reviewing, another rare, but significant event spurred by environmental factors ocurred. I stopped playing the "believing game" (Elbow) and started doubting the hell out of just about everything. And I got just about as pissed off as I ever do at students; as a pacifist and social justice promoter, I rarely find myself doubting humanity's ability to create together, but this must have been a final straw. Nice, forgiving, patient Teacher Amy (who is, some how, much more patient with students than with family or friends) removed the students sans essays from the room and proceded to reward those who remained.
Hence, the stratified due dates. Those appearing in class on Thursday will have an extra three days to write the verbal portrait. After all, they have feedback to work from.
Oh, the complaints! Amy has logical fallicies, they say! Those who have done work need less time than those of us who haven't started yet! And, in the standard Western philosophy, the premise of this argument is sound. But because my purposes are more abstract than simply producing essays, the two arguments talk over/under one another.
At least, I think I'm feeling better. My sleep habits don't make sense to anyone but me anymore, but I guess to a certain extent that doesn't matter. If my body wants to sleep from 6 pm to 3 am, I guess that's what it needs. My reading makes more sense to me at 3 am. My energy is peaking around 8 am...which is problematic for that 3:30 Romanticism class, but disability is about negotiation. Give and take.
Humans are not immortal; we are all "disabled" in the sense that our bodies are fallible. What the masses can do, however, is what is considered "normal human ability" despite the internal variations of that ability. We recognize this, and the relatively healthy do not have to negotiate consciously; it is built into our society.
Those of us with differing abilities must actively negotiate, however, and because we are less in certain areas, we must make choices that sacrifice one aspect or another. Those of us not stuck in bed--The doctors can't believe I'm actually succeeding; their surprise is offensive and flattering--are the ones who negotiate successfully because our particular abilites and disabilities can be managed within certain categories. I can go to grad school because I have the flexibility to sleep when I need it; I have a fairly good brain that has been adapting to physical pressures since 1986; my work can be done sitting or standing, and more and more from home via the internet.
If I chose a different occupation, I would seem more disabled. What would you do if you were cured tomorrow? The answer hasn't changed in 10 years. I'd quit grad school and be a journalist in Boston.
This negotiation, the give and take of energies and abilities, has become so engrained (what a weird metaphorical word) in my habits and speech that when students fail to meet my expectations--and, particularly, when it happens all at once--a part of me does not understand. How can healthy beings not manage the tasks I've set? If I did it, they should be able to, too.
It's in those moments that I hate myself. My friends joke that I have no compassion, and it is in this sense they mean it; I have plenty of compassion for the oppressed, the dispossessed, those suffering from ailments of body, mind, or nation, but when I see people wasting their abilities on things I deem frivolous, that I've had to deem frivolous to maintain my sense of self worth I become some Other Amy.
Not that these negative feelings are all bad. The students are there to learn, and it is, apparently, my job to make sure they do learn something. Anything. And it's hard to do that when they seem to have given up on the class, and, by extension, me.
It's enough to make one descend into anime so deeply that one never emerges. Too bad I've got three papers due this week.
Enough "woe is me." I slept from 9pm to 1 am, and am now working on three projects at once. It's invigorating, a reminder of what I am capable of when healthy. And who knows why I'm sicker now than I ever was in undergrad. It's the random arrangement of electrons. Entropy and all that.
Burke never talked about ability. Addiction as Symbolic, yes (it's not that "Rime of the Ancient Mariner" is about Coleridge's drug addiction that he didn't have yet; it's that both are symbolic expressions of something else. Why didn't Burke think about Coleridge's vaguely defined "rheumatic pains" and pain's ability to incite symoblic reActions?). He can't help me here. Be quiet, Burke! In due time!

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Late night: Theory and Teaching?

By theory in the title, I mean Rhetorical theory, or even Critical theory, but especially theories of science and philosophy. And teaching? Well, given how much attention I've given the kiddos lately (maybe two percent of my time....) it seems strange that I'd have a late night revelation about teaching while reading Bruno Latour's "We've never been Modern."
Oh, Bruno. You'd think he was a pro-wrestler, not a theorist. Weenie theory nerds don't have names like "Bruno."
We (I like Burke's use of "we" because I don't feel so alone in this venture of theory) first encountered Latour way back in the Fall of 04, when I felt pretty damn good, was losing weight rapidly and could lift more weight than my male students. So Bruno has some positive associations with me. Bruno gave us (me) the idea of "Immutable mobiles" as tools for "inscription"--that is, every document is immutable (unchangeable) but can be moved around. Within that document (text, whatever) the Scene (damn, I'm mixing Burke in) that the document was created in is implicitly inscribed. That inscription is immutable, which makes documentation an act of stabilization. Particularly, we said in the class, of identities of organizations. Memos, as immutable mobiles, inscribe the company, its beliefs and practices, the people, etc, and provide a blueprint of sorts for the future. Meaning is made static within the document.
The benefit of immutable mobiles is that they can be put side by side for comparison. Or, they can be laid atop one another hierarchicaly (both physically, with pieces of paper to the ceiling, or metaphorically). We can see through the layers to create depth of the inscription.
What the hell does this have to do with teaching?
Well, my students don't seem to be getting (so say their emails) what this whole "portrait" thing is about. Oh, they get the visual part. They really get that part because stupid amylea is so fascinated by visual rhetoric (and, apparently, so good at explaining it) that she devoted the whole class time to the visual part of the "Verbal/Visual Portrait."
Oh, and now the kiddos are trying to write outlines for tomorrow (Amy style outlines--I'm perpetuating the Amylea Method of Composition. Because Lester Faigley--THE Lester Faigley--describes a similiar process in the newest edition of the Penguin Handbook. So it's not only valid, but one of the top rhetoricians recoomends it. HA, Jeff Gundy!). And it's not going well. They don't know how to verbally create a "dominant image."
And, I think, without Latour's understanding of the job of ethnography, I wouldn't have managed much beyond a "Dateline" sounding drabble myself. Because the theory is there, however, I can see the scope of the project. What it does. And the dangers of inscription.
So, do I teach them about immutable mobiles? I guess not. But I can let that idea inform (ugh, I hate that word) how I teach them about the dominant impression.
That doesn't help me with conferences tomorrow. I guess the theory/practice divide is a useful (i.e. pragmatic?) one; even if we are going to go all PoMo and say that the center of that binary does not hold, we in practice (ugh! it's so circular!) do divide our minds that way. See. I just did it. Theoretically, there is no difference between theory and practice. Wow.
Practically, or pragmatically, I know that the theory is beyond my students (at least 90% of it is beyond 90% of them--whee, empiricism!) but that the practices of inscription and their end results are quite obvious. What can I do to present that to them?
I already discussed the use of the Chinese in early anthropology; how they were used in museum displays. If I bring in more evidence of that, then have the students generate some ways in which those stereotypes have remained (because they're so darned immutable and mobile), we might get at the point--that we can write (create...image-ine) a person or group of people in a way that is not just a re-presentation, but a definition. You are re-creating that person. And your re-creation is the one that's immutable and mobile.
That might help. Now. Where were all those articles I used last year?
Oh yeah. In Bonnie Tu Smith's office. In Holmes Hall. On Leon Street. In Boston, Mass.
Damn.

Monday, October 10, 2005

A bag of mixed nuts

      Somewhere in here I should post about my teaching this week. The confidence I gain when planning activities is usually enough to sustain me through actually doing the activities. Usually. I'm much better at creating activities than seeing them through, though.
      I wasn't surprised when my plans for Tuesday were met with confusion and silence. At least I managed to do more whole-class activity and discussion; until now, it's been small groups. Talking in a large group always scared me as a freshman (okay, only the first semester), and I don't want to shut down conversation. However, it's getting harder for me to monitor several small groups at once; I must be losing my touch.
      Doc Henry taught us a lot in journalism class in high school...some of it was perhaps not quite ethical. Gather information however you can. It was in this way that I decided to learn to read upside down, to eavesdrop even better than what Mom taught me in all the endless doctors' offices, to put people at ease by allowing facial expressions to show through, even when those expressions were all an act. Whatever it takes.
      But I seem to be losing some of those "skills." It's probably for the best; I can't be a badger for life. It's probably better for the students--I think I seem less crazy when I'm not standing in the middle of the room with my eyes closed and a smirk on my face. Now I stand off to the side, head tilted puppy-like, and zero-in on one thing at a time.
      It could be that I'm just distracted as of late, by the mass of Burke. It's hard to think about hearing six things at once when Papa KB is echoing. I think I'm channeling a dead rhetorician.
      The cold weather reminds me of football season. This always makes me melancholy, puts me in the mood for Romanticism. Yes. You read that right. That sort of self-centered, makes-no-sense-to-anyone-else stylized and strategic response (damn you KB!) is appropriate for football season. When I think of all my dead bandmates.
      Dead or destroyed, what's the difference? I'm told a large chunk of the military-type went to Iraq. And came back someone else. Destroyed by Iraq, destroyed by Ashland--prisons of our own making. Etc. A bad Creed song goes here. Some are at the county jail. Poo Tee Wheet.
      I'd try to count, but the end number's possible height is too scary. It makes more sense to watch the Classmates.com page change as people die, or enlist, or try to find each other in some weird quarter life desperation.
      Oh, there are births and joys and marriages. I'm sure. But those don't go with football season. Allen Ginsberg's "Howl" does, and when I saw it written in front of Heavilon, I almost burst into tears for no good reason, except that it felt like fall and the best minds of my generation weren't being destroyed, but were destroying themselves.
      Act vs. Agent, Kenny says. The agent/act ratio is very important when we want social change. The right person with the right ability. What should I do about the Scene-Act ratio, Kenny? It's football season, and I keep remembering things I was sure I'd forgotten when I moved to Boston. Like how the Midwest makes me want to run to a new Scene. The Act required of the Scene is a change of Scenery.
      In Boston I never wanted to run. Boston is safe, even as the crowds swarm and people breathe down each other's shirts and the students party forever and ever.
      I'm distracted. And it's not just because my muscles seem to have minds of their own. It's the feel that something is missing--or too present. Absence and presence are the same, right Derrida? Can one be distracted by the fact that one is distracted?
      What goes with what? KB asks. Football and fall and cold air and missing best friends and losing hope and the need to run. They signify each other, so in the fall wind I can't help but feel distracted by things that aren't there now.
      In Boston, the fall was different. It was a New England fall, short and wet and windy, dark by 5 pm. The lack of twilight saved me.
      How do we fix things that are too pious? Papa KB says "perspective by incongruity." That damn confusing preposition in the middle. In Japanese, there are fewer prepositions, and the connections between modifiers and what they modify make more sense to me. I break the piety by symbolically mixing things that don't go together. I symbolically change the equation in hopes that as a symbol-using (symbol-making, symbol-misusing) animal, the associations break accordingly.
      Football should be replaced in spring. Not symbolic death of the season, but life. And the missing best friends, I remind myself, happened in winter, too.
      Your connections are faulty. The binaries at the center don't refer to anything but other words. the centre falls apart; it cannot hold. Can a bad poem be a good symbolic action? Let's find out.

A symbolic of motives
"I love you"
when you are like this, I mean.
When the fall wind is in your hair
and there's nothing to worry about except
plumes and spats and the orange electrical tape
holding my hand together, I love it.
"Oh hold my hand
together" for at least the next nine minutes
and when it starts to bleed, just as they bleed
that we are bleeding together, letting out
the bad spirits making us sick of this town.
"Let's leave together"
To Florida or Hell, or your basement,
it doesn't really matter here at week nine
with Jeff's lips split six ways and my legs
betraying me to the camera.
"I'm never coming home"
Did you even hear me say it over
the victory songs that engulfed us so totally?
It's nice within the music, safe and warm
where we're all shouting together.

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Running a Little Behind (teaching week 6)

Well, it was a good teaching semester.
Silly Amy, dilligence is for real adults.
The actual teaching is going fine. I think the students are getting a lot out of it. I, however, feel like I am falling further behind my goals. Not that I can articulate those.
I guess by "goals" I mean "plan"--fifty minutes is just not enough. And shaving off a few minutes here and there, then catching up eventually adds up to a whole day of missed stuff that I wanted to get across. And I'm just now feeling it.
Looking over the next unit, I keep getting nervous, wondering how this is all going to come together. And I'm just not sure how to get it all to come together. I feel like I need to spend less time on "teaching fieldworking" or "going over rhetorical terms" and more time peer reviewing and actually writing. Um. Yeah. When?
The conferences are just not long enough to do a suitable review--with five students, each student doesn't get enough attention; with two or three, they have to be spread out over such a long period of time that the unit takes forever.
And I'm behind in my own work, exhausting myself over midterm essays. When is all this research supposed to happen? Or sleep? My own health?
So now I am sitting here at 8 pm, one eye on the Sox, one eye on the computer, feeling guilty for taking an hour break. The sum of the amount of time is exactly the same as when I was in Boston. The pacing is all off, and I can't keep up.
Tomorrow I'm meeting to figure out my Burke mid-term, schedule classes, and plan the next unit. And Thursday is my "rest" day.
I've been further behind before, and the key was to stop sleeping. But I've never been so far behind so early in the semester. And I've never tried to be this on top of my lesson plans. Which is better? Why should I have to sacrifice something?
Is it just me?

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Permanance and Change

"Piety is the sense of what goes with what."
"Vulgarity is pious."
"[...]the poet, writing of night, puts together all those elements which are his night-thoughts, the things that go wtih night as he knows it [....]"

And what if we draw this out further? That all poets writing of night put together elemnts which are night-thoughts, night as we know it. Because in order for the poem to act upon its readers, there must be some consensus of meaning, some agreed upon set of terms for communication to happen. Night is X and X, we say together, goes with Y. And Z. And Other Letters.

All night poems then would have the same piety. Is this not the same as a genre convention? If, as Burke says, we can fully expect the "villain of a bad drama" to "speak in sibilants," and, as he said in Counter-Statement expectations are what occurs from recurring forms does not piety result in form, eventually?

But when can we say that a generally accepted notion of the pious linking "Villains wear trenchcoats or capes" becomes a formal quality of some larger form, such as "melodrama?" Can a single piety constitue a whole form (genre)? Or must several pieties "in constellation" (Miller) create the genre?

In other words, (in Amy's words), does the presence of the piety "Heros are weak males," which I have identified as one of the conventions of dystopian fiction make the genre what it is? If we remove that piety, is it a different genre? How many does it take to have the desired rhetorical effect?

When we kill the weak hero of the dystopia, are we killing our own weaknesses?

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Show, don't run with scissors

(Blending Burke and Composition)

The argument of the title.
The issue from the Other's point of view.
A dominant impression
An argument about me, not you. Not you at all.

If I call it a representative anecdote. And if there is a representation, there is a re-presenter. If you keep inserting yourself.

There might be dialogue and not dissemination.

A scapegoat is needed, to pour our blood on and flog out our sins. What is wrong, and what stands for what?

She is a kind woman. She has two kids and a dog. The blue of her coat represents her mood. The dog is small, so she must like cute things.

She walks like a panther, and her goal is her prey. The inch of snow surrounds her heels without staying her stride. The weight of sleep on her face--how do we address her?

Monday, September 19, 2005

The Plan (teaching blog Week 5)

I think I'll go and show...the others...the plan (From "The Movie")

At the request of my students, I put "The Plan" on our course website. Of course, I do not mean "the plan" that Julia Stiles's character is refering to in Ten Things I Hate About You, because that would get me fired. But the plan I speak of feels just as spontaneously fabricated, messy, and improbable as a strategy as her idea of flashing the other team in order to score points in soccer.

It's not much of a plan, it may be embarassing, it may result in hectic havoc (go FullMetal Alechmist allegorical character names! Lieutenant Havoc!) but it'll get the job done.

The truth is, looking at their schedule, I felt overwhelmed enough to cut out a lot of reading. I fear they will not read it anyway, so assigning it will only frustrate us all. They seem so overwhelmed that I'm afraid they'll just give up on me. How to know how hard to push?

I'm not sure I can even keep up with their reading. I realized today that I'm about a day behind where I meant to be. So I emailed myself a "plan" of attack for tonight.

That plan assumes, however, that my body holds up. Ah, the Platonic division of body and mind. And soul, somewhere in there. It's in the Phaedrus, which I'd be happy to never read again. His division allows me to believe that I can divide myself. That the academic Amy, the teacher Amy is separate enough from the Chronically Ill Amy that the two have no bearing on one another. That I can have a career in Academia because thinking does not require the body.

This, of course, is ridiculous, but every time I recognize the absurdity of the division, I freak out. Which is what happened last week. Realizing that my shaking hands would not let me comment on student papers sent me into a panic mode, which only escalated the negative feedback loop, and ended up actually making me sicker. Self-fulfilling prophecy and all that.

And the students suffered for it. My joking "article" about the silence on Tuesday was an attempt at humor. I'm glad Kari liked it, but I wrote it to try to get some perspective on what happened. Was it them, or was it me? Was it a strange phenomenon of the two of us (them and me) being just Off enough at the same time?

I guess silence is bound to happen. And by silence, I don't mean that positive, "We're thinking" silence. I mean that nasty, half asleep silence that indicates the students aren't getting a damn thing out of their time with me. I can't shake the feeling that I was just not prepared enough, or that had my hands not been shaking, I could have refocused the group.

But one cannot refocus a group when one cannot refocus one's self. Mom helped me refocus somewhat this weekend. Her own unsteadiness reminded me that my illness is part of me, and must be accounted for when I plan. Her insanely perfect work plans help her deal, although I think that she doesn't include the making of the plans as something she needs to plan for. Planning is stressful; it begins that cycle of adrenaline and cortisol that must be stopped before we get sicker.

This is all to say that I planned fairly accurately through Week 8 this morning. I emailed myself a To Do list that covers today and tomorrow. If I can execute this plan with few interruptions, I should not fear another attack of Student Silence.

Sorry Plato. The body and mind are tied too tightly. My mistake was believing in Western philosophy. It's time to go back to yoga and Qi Gong.

"I....dazzled him with my...Wits!"

woof!

Thursday's ass was kicked. And I even hooted like an owl .

Now, for something completely disjointed and somewhat creative. Been thinking about visual rhetoric and how closely it is tied to imagism in poetry, and how that says something about Burke's consubstantiality--what is it we feel we are consubstantial with? How does consubstantiality occur, unless we feel we share the same idea (image) of Tree or Chair or Exploding Grace?
And what if someone is disabled. Do we even want to be consubstantial with them? How does imagism work then? How is shared meaning met when you can't see the tables that Table-ness comes from?
So I wrote this mess, because that's how it would be, I think, if we were going to create a poem that did not try to create Identification through images. Even so, images creep in, but do not hold much power. I think. It's what I meant, anyway.

Poem for a blind man

Observation vs experimentation. One has human intervention.
Fill out the descriptive blanks (i.e. What do you mean by art as pure entertainment?)
More successful aftershave would be less overpowering. But everyone can do that; it's not a misuse of power.

I can't wait until I'm allowed to be certain again, when magic will be dazzling again.

huge hunks of buildings mark the dusty apocalyptic moment over the dead still do not breathe stop but i breathe for them wait

@ a stalemate. Affixing an Act to the page is practical for us out here, to make unwavering arguments we imagine a thousand words. But nous n'y restons pas.

His property is in his nervous arms--and they are compelled to pull a strange rope at the surly comand of a tyranical boy.

Well, right now I am into quantum physics. I'm sure a lot has already been said. The consequences of the marks on his arms are the scars on his irises.

Just because it comes after doesn't mean it's a correction. Just because a theory emerges from the darkness does not mean it is made of blackness. The lion and the lamb lay on slates of peace. We still have words, a step away from music, two steps from the embrionic child writing. God with us in visions of wool and mane.

Into the reckless fire
and into the failing water
less than pious
we will cast our nets at sea

it's not that
we are tired
but we want a brief respite
or a spoonful of sugar
in a cup of boiling tea.

He radiates--is it a killing glow?--and the whiteness of his eyes rolling back only makes him glow brighter. He seizes fire from the wind; he finds fire in the other's eyes.

Fully of Fancy Falling of Folly
It's costly to call me
Fleeting Freedom's talking
Scarred and starry skies are spinning


I admits it's a lovely drawing of a rhinocerous.

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Teaching Week 4: Writing without Teacher

W. LAFAYETTE, IN (ALC)--
Tuesday morning began early as usual for Purdue ICaP TA Amylea Clemons. After downing an Overpriced venti iced almond latte from Starbucks, Clemons entered Heavilon Hall Room 106 to lead a peer review session of her ENGL 106 class.
But all was not as simple as it seemed.
Twenty minutes into the review, absolute silence attacked the classroom hiding itself in the guise of student boredom. Comments were not made, assumptions were not revealed, revisions were not suggested. Only grammatical errors were pointed out by the more savvy students, who immediately succombed to the ravaging silence upon finishing their underlining.
All this despite explicit, albeit roundabout, directions from Clemons.
"It was surprsing, I guess," Clemons responded when asked about the sudden attack of apathy. "Well, I suppose there were a lot of factors involved in the attack."
Upon questioning, Clemons admitted to feeling "not so hot" and "mentally foggy" Tuesday morning, which "probaby beckoned the silence into the classroom in the first place."
"Once I realized it, though, I really tried to stop it. It was too strong for me, and the whole class time seemed worthless. I just hope the silence didn't linger in the room for the next instructor. I'd hate to think that was my fault," Clemons said in a short press conference with herself Tuesday night.
"I went home and slept for something like 16 hours. Thursday's silence better watch out, because I'm going to kick its ass," she said, striking an anime style pose.
Kaze no Kizu!

Thursday, September 08, 2005

Fun with Teaching Week 3

A blog on teaching, learning, and tech writing. And Kenneth Burke by proxy.

          Time is of the essence. "The essence" is a phrase that is much abhored by pragmatists like Kenneth Burke because we don't really know what "essence" is, and never will.
          I'm starting to think that I will never know how to teach the essence of technical writing.
          I'm great with tutoring, writing lab, style teaching when it comes to instructing students on how to write things like proposals and resumes and scholarship essays--you know, writings that are primarily defined by their social impact, writings that are means to an end outside of communication. (Yes, I know Carolyn Miller says that ALL genres are evidence of social action outside mere comunication. But the "point" of literature is rarely seen as "moving an audience toward incipient act," as Burke would name it. Literature is pretty.)
          How does one teach what one loathes to do? Tech writing makes me itch uncomfortably because it is too transparent in its aims. "This is a proposal. I am proposing. I am moving my audience."
Alas, I may well weep with sighs deep
....and also my writing is full unready
How shall I do now for to excuse me?("Everyman")
Of course, Everyman was writing a different kind of proposal, a confession. I confess I don't know what to say about style. I confess I've largely made this an issue of plain old transparent rhetoric.
          Even if a proposal does what it is supposed to (propose a project by garnering interest in a party who has the means to make the project happen), it may not be pretty. It may not be subtle or clever or a good read. It may not make me put "hmm" in the margins. Even if all the threads are there, all the good points, and some interesting thinking, it could be a bad read. My "rhetoric of identification" fails quickly when it comes to talking about the rhetoric of tech writing. Burke is hard to fit in here.
          The classes themselves are fine. The students are getting used to me, which is good. I have addicted several of them to coffee, which is good because at least they're awake.
          The time goes by quickly, it is always of essence. Yet I cannot push them as quickly as I would like. When I see learning happening, I am not going to be a disruption.
          Today I began "organization" by cutting out paragraphs and making them rearrange them. As per usual, the students were upset when they realized I wasn't going to tell them whether they got the order "right." "Right" was not the point. How are we going to use this later? I always try to emphasize that "use" does not mean that they will be graded on it. Unlike high school, not all projects are given little percentages of the final. Some projects are for learning's sake only. Most students realize that this is actually in their favor. Some, however, get angry and tell me my assignments are "useless" on the course evaluation sheet. A means to an end? Are we so teleological?
          I try to be transparent. I try to tell them why we are doing certain activities. Some days I ask them to tell me why I've made the assignment: "What am I thinking here? Why did I choose these questions for you?" By making my teaching practice part of the discussion, they realize the web of authority around them. I can't remove my authority, but I can make my choices explicit.
Such a damn Foucauldian sometimes. I wish I could be a grammar nazi. It'd be easier.
          As I walked around, I saw good conversation happening. Before I even asked them to consider it, they were asking "Why do you think that's a conclusion? It looks like a body paragraph to me because..." When I asked them to write their justification down, they had trouble, though...they couldn't see that I was asking them to write down exactly the things they were saying. Instead they tried to make definitions. "A conclusion is________." That's not quite what I was going for, but a good practice time, nonetheless.
          The SRAs were due today. I'm going to mark them this weekend. I think I'll take a page from Northeastern's grading recommendations for once, and write a few individual comments on the papers themselves, then type up a set of "whole class comments" about style, grammar, etc. What I see good, patterns of "error" I see. It's not error; it's just a different set of conventions for a different discourse group. The theory echoes in my head every time my language subsumes my beliefs. I still try to call them errors, even though my subconscious doesn't really believe in mistakes.
          Where does the time go? I was barely handing them the fragmented essays before it was time for them to go. Where are those long pauses that used to happen?
          Mom asked "Is it because Purdue is easier?" A good question. Is this approach "easier" than Ways of Reading? It does not demand the academic rigor, the theoretical musings. But I am Essentially teaching the same thing: the how of communication. I will still speak of grammar as "ethos." I will still ask them to find points of "identification" in the essays (now ethnographies) they read. How is s/he trying to move you? What is s/he moving you toward?
          I know I should be more explicit with my use of rhetoric. I should tell them that this course is all about identification, ethos, etc. Instead, I've defined the terms and am using them frequently. It's not really modeling though. I should do that better.
          And I know my faults during class time: I forget student names, I sometimes gravitate more toward the extroverts, I don't always call on the quiet ones who are too afriad to talk on their own. I know, I know, I know. But I also know my own learning process. Once I identify a lack in my abilities, it is only a matter of time before that skill suddenly comes to me, overnight, when I'm not looking. Like how lesson planning has suddenly become very obvious of late; I know somehow what activity fits best with what. Like how I learned to ride my bike only after shutting myself up in the basement with it, exiling my parents to the upstairs; one day down there, I could just suddenly ride.
Like how Burke made my whole jumbled honors project arrange itself as a question not of Marxist literature, but of "literature as equipment for living;" how my own assumptions and major premises became explicit in one reading of the Rhetoric.
          Patience in waiting for my brain/body/soul whatever (no more corporeal divisions, Plato) to decide that NOW is the time for Amylea to understand things is the difficult part. Patience, as we said in elementary school, is a virtue, not a chicken.
          So one day, I will do so much better in domain C, or whatever domain it was that was concerned with my ability to manage the classroom in an egalitarian manner befitting all my students' levels of ability. And I won't even know I'm doing anything different until someone shows me what I've done.
          It's a lot more fun that way.

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Counter-Statement statements (part 1)

In no particular order (that would be a valuation I am not ready for)
1. In "The Status of Art" Burke returns to his friends from the first chapter, specifically all those L'art pour l'art dudes. He traces some ideas about utilitarianism in art, and those who would defend the lack of utility by claiming art is a-moral, that is, outside the sphere of moral (and therefore consequential). Art for them is beauty. Beauty, apparently has no use. But isn't this why I started reading Burke in the first place? Because I was trying to figure out why I loved reading dystopias, only to find myself coming to purpose statements? And Burke said it was okay to read literature as purposeful, not just beautiful. That artful words do in fact have social consequences.
2. Eliot, qtd in Burke: "We fight rather to keep something alive than in the expectation that anything will triumph." Isn't this what dystopias do? They fight to preserve the current state, not for us to go overthrow the government of today. Keep alive the "freedoms" as they are, and we do not have anything that must be triumphed over?
3. The symbolists are always appearing in my classes, and I still don't know them like I should; unlike the way 11 dimensions are coiled up in quantum mechanics, I cannot explain them in my own language. The emphasis is on the image and the succession of images, but we are still in language, not visual rhetoric, so the images themselves must be described in a logical, noneliptical manner. The symbolists seem to have something to do with consubstantiality, with identification, as I asserted in my paper on Elizabeth Bishop, but I am still uncertain how Burke would read such progressions across images as rhetoric. ????????
4. The Mass Audience: "Mass market paperback" is a term that has tugged at my consciousness because the connotations attached to it bespeak of bourgeois identity issues. Burke outlines how mass literacy has led to pockets of "real" readers (those interested in "art for art's sake") but that texts have a mass audience. We should not separate them based on the old L'art pour l'art, an idea created for the utilitarianism of the previous century. There may seem to be an elite readership, but we must acknoledge that even non-savvy readers are acquiring the text, and may not even desire to engage in the reading that they are sometimes forced to do.
5. Literature as enthymetical argument? Burke compares a book's argument and need fulfillment properties to that of a politician's proposal for change. A book does not have to reveal the root of the problem; the premise can be left unstated, almost intuitive. A politician must, however, make explicit his desires and appeals for the best results. A book can fulfill our need for nature without pointing to our current dissatisfaction. A politician cannot propose a beutifying plan without pointing to the squallor of the city. Does that make literature more subversively suasatory because it is missing one premise that we all are already in identification with? (Random question without answers?)

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

That's not My Kenny

Reading CounterStatement
by the light of the laptop
by the glow of the Chemistry building
was not particularly Enlightening

Who is this man
who can yet speak of essences?
Who presents even criticism
without a hint of what's to come?

Tell me, Kenny,
please pun on the word "novel"
or tell me that the arguments
share the same lava flow.

This presentation belies you;
your certainty me fait peur,
and only your assumptions of my readership
let me know it's you

Inside the text
peeking out to reframe the white margins
There you are, on page 16, defining simple words
I thought I knew: Pure and art

And PreRaphaelite dreams
"Art was 'justified' because art
was an appetite--in being desired,
it found its reason for existence."

And, "inevitably" this all ends up
in the Church and Sex
"A people more direct in its religion
would divide and subdivide its divinities"

The immutable is important because
it adds to our lexicon of Flux
Countering, changing, adding, synthesis,
antithesis; it's the Other that show us Us

What is aesthetic?
I know what it is, but does he?
there's spirit and material
l'art pour l'art--sublime beauty or something

Lots of Ofs to link two words
Rhetoric of Motives, Aesthetic of Symbolism
the Name of Decadence.
The futility of the human race as a Whole.

If anything, our art should be like water
the arguments sliding over each other sensually
replacing each other like one ice skate
after the other to trace a figure 8.

An author ...must preform his transgressions
on paper (two divergent legs molten at the core
must cross and be relieved of control
or we all fall down)

Monday, August 29, 2005

Fun with Teaching and Technology

          Last year I thought about begging for use of the computer room at NEU to teach my composition class from. I was jealous of all the 302 TAs who got to teach there twice a month.
          Then, they hand me lab time once a week and I panic?
          Well, not panic. Panic is reserved for tests and defenses. I'd use "confusion," but that feels overused in my lexicon. I was Uncertain.
          Unlike what the Duffelmeyer reading for tomorrow, however, it wasn't because I was afraid of giving up the traditional classroom and the authority in it. Please, please, take away my authority. (This might have something to do with my undergraduate education at a Mennonite school, where everything was about mutual respect and making explicit forms of authority and ideology built into our systems). I don't want to control them. Please don't call me Ms Clemons. Please don't think I have this all put together.
          In fact, the only TA in Duffelmeyer's essay I could relate to was the one who felt that she or he had to be at least as good at computers as his/her students. This, I think, is built into my own perfectionist personality, especially when it comes to science. Just because I didn't study it formally doesn't mean I can't talk about theoretical physics. I don't know what it means to NOT own a computer. I think better with a keyboard at my fingers. I can't compose with a pen and paper, except poems.
          In other words, I love Mr. Computer. And it seems ridiculous that, as attached as Tek (the name of my computer: Short for, of course, Technology, but spelled like Boston catcher and team Captain Jason Varitek writes his nickname) is to my lap and palms, I would be unable to figure out his friends in the labs. Or that some of his words and applications are beyond me, but not those younger than me. I've had extra years with him! I remember a time BEFORE Frontpage! Before Instant Messenger, when, to chat, one used mIRC and had to know how to locate nearby servers, "ping" people to determine "lag", and write cool scripts so that when someone said "bye" a picture of a waving frog came up in ASCII. But I can't link a network connection?!
          Hell, I remember when network connections were only accessable through DOS, and there were backslashes and "dir"s and all that fun stuff that my kids don't understand, but I do. But networking now is scary because there are so many more options, so many more dirs.
          I remember when one of my darling classmates hacked into our high school network to change his grades, making the stupid mistake of printing out the port information (so he could erase his footprints) from the library computer, and leaving the sheets in the machine.
          So of course I want to be better than my students. And I was relieved today when I had to show the students how to use a pdf file I'm not old yet.
          And when I had to explain how to attach files, I was excited because I had a teachable moment, and tried to show how this knowledge will be useful later.
          I'm sure some of the students were wondering why we did the exercise in the computer lab, a waste of technology time but it some of them looked more relaxed in that environment. And, despite my fears, they did talk to each other, I think because they could always look at the screens instead of each other. Some may find this detrimental. I say, "baby steps."

Blogging Burke--scattered Essay of Doom Theory

It had to happen Sometime, so it might as well be Now: Reading All of Burke.
Yes, it is daunting, which is probably why we aren't doing it. Not all, that is. But most.
The thing about Burke is that he and I write and think alike, "strangely" recursive, reflexive, revising without erasing. Each concept reappearing in each book in a different form, a kaleidescope of the idea. It makes more sense to read Burke conceptually, not chronologically.
That, however, is difficult to do unless you already have read Burke chronologically. Which is why tonight I'm starting in on the First, Counter-Statement a title which reveals very little.
To help I have none other than Professor Dave Blakesley's book called "Elements of Dramatism." That title reveals very little; one might think it is simply an overview of Burke's Dramatism. But Blakesly recognizes (of course!) that in order to understand the system Burke finally ended up with (or, simply ended with due to old age?) requires knowing the steps Burke took to arrive at that hexad/pentad.
Every time I read "pentadic" I think it says "pedantic"
Reading "Elements" on the bus today, I realized some things.
When Burke talks about "imaginative works" as providing ways for writers to answer Big Life Questions that arise from the writer's (creator's?)current situation, he is talking about the representative anecdote (almost) described in the Grammar. The two ideas are inexorably linked: The representative anecdote is the result of the writings that are done in order to symbolically react to a situation. The situation is defined by the writer (the writer gets to frame it according to his/her past interpreations of OTHER representative anecdotes s/he's read) so as to provide an interpretation for other readers in similar situations. That interpretation is the representative anecdote, the "equipment for living" that literature provides.
Subjectivity, then, is not only the author's own self, but the interpretations that help him or her create new interpretations. At this point, if you're still reading my blog, you must know some Burke. Who gives a damn? Indeed.
Why worry about interpretations borne of interpretations? What the hell does that have to do with ANYTHING in the corpus of Amylea-dom?
I've been working this "Essay of Doom" for a few months now, getting down thoughts, noting theories or criticism that may come in handy, etc. You may notice I have uncharacteristically avoided Burke. Instead, I've been recursively revisiting the same ideas through different frameworks, hoping to arrive at the answer to "Why is Fan Fiction so alluring?"
Perhaps I was not using the right word? "Alluring" is close. Others I've used: Attractive, interesting (ew!), engaging, popular, involved...I'm sure there are others. That's not the point. I was missing one, one which triggers giant neon signs and fake animated idea light bulbs over the heads of lit crit people:
Desire
Why is it desirable? Desire, as the Freudian mechanism (eros, blah blah, need fulfillment, blah blah), desire as the Derridian deferral of (of WHAT?) pleasure (or meaning), desire as the trace where we almost get to the meaning, we want pure communication of angels, we are so close to being linked, but...
we are denied. The desire multiplies from this denial/deferal. We want more.
Blakesly interprets Burke's "syllogistic progression/form" via examples of arguments we're used to, namely, mystery novels and academic thesis on top essays. In these forms, we are given several pieces of "prior knowledge" to consider (oooh, I'm working in Ed Psych stuff!) which make us desire some end to all these proofs. "Where are you going with this?" we ask our composition students. "How does X lead to Y?" We desire to reach that end, the completion of the argument, and consent consubstantiality with the writer in order to achieve that end, to be "gratified by the sequence." It's a familiar form, we know how (or at least that it ends. We join the author in following the clues to generate conclusions.
This is lovely, and I would have missed the real loveliness of it had Blakesly not given his last example: "Television soap operas rely on such a form [Syllogistic], but in their case, the progression is unresolved; they must keep going and going (and therein is their lure)" (57). The defered desire that both Derrida and Freud note as a key to human action comes from the form (can I say "genre" in this case?).
Let me take this to my own interests before I begin waxing tangental on the problematics of genre and Burke. Mother often tells me that anime is no different from soap operas. I want to scoff, but know better; both are serial and seemingly unending. While most soap operas have yet to end, animes do. Manga do. And that's a big problem for all of us desire defering people.
Most of the popular anime in America, in fact, are already over in Japan. A big exception was, until recently, Inuyasha, and in that case, the manga continues. Because manga are more difficult for most of the US (those not living in cities, that is) to acquire, anime is the medium most popular for these serials. Anime is more difficult to continue, though, due to budget restrictions and TV ratings, and tend to end after a few seasons while the manga may or may not continue on afterward (an additional 100 chapters of Inuyasha have already been written past the "end" of the anime).
What do we do when we are given a conclusion? Particularly one that is not at all satisfying? Inuyasha ends with much of the plot unresolved, sexual tension still not released, and the bad guy still alive. If we wish to make Inuyasha a representative anecdote, to let it give us instructions for living, then our lives seem very bleak indeed--we are stuck in limbo with Inuyasha and the gang, unable to move beyond episode 167.
Fanfiction seems to do several things in light of this small section of Burkean prose, depending on the genre of the fic. One, the "continuation" fics (Media Miner genre label) allows us to move beyond the "end" of the series, or, in many cases, imagine that end. Two, as "interpretations of interpreations" that will help readers with their own interpretations, fanfics help writers symbolically mediate those confusing things in life, and work out--in fiction, symbollically--possible answers. Writers who make characters that seem particularly OOC are usually using the fic to answer questions via role playing: What if Inuyasha started feeling attracted to males? What if Kagome decided to stop being so forgiving? What if they weren't in Japan, but the US? These questions lead to some of the more improbable fan fics, but at the same time, are probably the most useful fics for us to analyze here; they are less of an explication of the original series than an explication of the "writer's situation."
Another possibility is that some are tired of defering the fulfillment of desire. In the Harry Potter fan universe, as well as Inuyasha, the "final battle" is a subject that is almost a genre of its own. (Note to self: All fan fiction is AU by necessity because we can never know where the author would have gone/is going (again, the terminal end metaphor!)) The end is written because the author takes the fulfillment into his/her own hands. Is there some sort of breaking point? Did anyone imagine the final Inuyasha battle before, say, episode 100? A critical mass of deferal?
If we want to think of other fan fiction actions ("Genre as social action"), the "original" category is interesting (again, an mm.org genre). In this genre, the stories are set in the middle of the series and seek to explore/exploit those moments the author has left open to interpretation. While PWP stands for "Plot? What Plot?" in so called "lemon" fics, in the "original" genre, there is often a TWT bent--"Time line? What Time Line?" The tongue in cheek manner with which the authors treat the adherance of their fic to the canon time line points to a different social action than simply fulfilling some desire within a conclusion: instead, there is further deferal of conclusions, but a satisfaction of questions about character. I'll have to read Counter-Statement, but I'm willing to bet Burke addresses this kind of symbolic action, where form satisfies something other than an end
Note: See ffn, mm.org and checkmated.com for stories that emerged just prior to and just after the release of Harry Potter VI. How do the authors situate themselves in this new situation?

Friday, August 26, 2005

Millions of leaves

Millions of leaves of paper I have marked
since emerging from the walls of that dark city.


Tonight I went through my papers from Bluffton and Northeastern in an attempt to find my copy of Bruno Latour's essay on "immutable mobiles." I found, instead, the essay I wrote about the case of the immutable mobile known as a church bulletin. Interesting, but not helpful.

I also found some of my first work with critical theory. I realized, for a moment, that I was far less trusting of theorists back then, that I did not immediately latch onto every abstraction. That I had a far better grasp on application before I understood it so well.

What has happened? Some sort of reduction, I'd imagine. The only reduction I haven't quite made has been with Kenneth Burke. I think that's because I keep revisiting the original text. When reading Dave Blakesley's explanation of Burke, "Elements of Dramatism," I found myself becoming increasingly frustrated because I could see the gaps where he was reducing for the sake of clarification. At other points, when he filled in gaps for me, I wanted to return to the original, to make sure that I agreed, that Burke hadn't been coy and slipped in some other thing to trigger that rush.

That's why I love theory, and always have. It's that brain rush. When everything makes sense all at once and there are no words. No pictures. Pure intuition. It's in this way that I understand James Watson's memior of finding the double helix; he's cocky while at the same time unsure, but he relies completely on intuition (so he says) for most of his time there. Lucky Jim luckily is male and his intuition is seen as revolutionary, not weak and emotional.

Emotional? Me? No, not as Watson imagines.


Such claims to the end have an absolute duty. The revelation was written to fit the genre, so it plays absurd, a bad drama on screen. It uses some conventions, to revel in the reveal and promote unity. Time, plot, a used, ordered world, seems included in this eternity of absurdity in play. Mocking not the core of real prophecy, but those browning leaves about it, it rules the way they create an understanding world.
The end is near. A harmless arm comes out to embrace us all, and still we duck away.

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Teaching Week 1

          Who knew fifty minutes could go by so quickly? I certainly didn't. For the last two days I've found myself staring at the clock in awe when it reads 8:17. What do you mean I only have three minutes left? I was initially worried about what I'd do with conference time; now I see that with only 50 minute classes, I will have to rearrange some of my teaching plans so that the little group work moments I usually have (Think, Pair, Share, people!) come during conferences.
          The class iself seems like a good one. My B group was a little more dynamic this morning than the A group, but, if I had to hazzard a guess based on pure stereotypical essentialism, I'd say it's because B was mostly male and A was mostly female. I asked them to divide themselves up into A1 and A2, B1 and B2, just so I could observe the group dynamics. And I found out that B is quick and decisive while A likes to mull things over and dialogue things into a conclusion. While they didn't get much done in the 12 minutes I gave them, I got to see them in action when they thought I was focused on something else, so the time was used wisely. Now I know I have to divide and conquer differently.
          As for the proposal stuff...I wish I could say that I was far enough ahead in thinking to worry about it. But I'm not. I've looked at it, made those intuitive mental break downs (where do those come from? I don't have enough experience for it to be that easy. Maybe I'm just winging it? It usually works out though. Does anyone else just seem to Feel where things would fit?). So I can't describe my plans--at the moment the only uncertainty in the schedule is where a discussion about rhetorical moves (what Tarez was outlining in her email) might come in. I agree that taking a sample text is best--that's how I learned rhetorical analysis. Practice makes perfect. Eventually, analyzing other people's stuff becomes--here comes the word again--so intuitive that you (me? They?) begin to write in a rhetorically sound manner because the moves are familiar. I didn't understand how to write an argument until I took Communication classes and learned how to analyze arguments. Sorry to say, reading literature does NOT teach one how to write persuasively according to the current conventions of academic writing. So, where does it go? I have listed that I will be giving them student samples to read over the weekend, but since I'm in the lab on Monday, I think I'd like to let them do it on a computer screen, and teach them to use the Word comment function, which is my main way of commenting on their papers (My hands give out too easily otherwise). Then they can mark up the papers just like I will mark up theirs; we will all be revisionist (ha) editors together. So now I have to figure out where I'm going to put the samples on my page, and where I'm going to put a list of questions. Since I plan on redesigning the page to include frames (sorry Tarez, but tables make me more frustrated than the Yankees do) and Amy's Famous Background, my purple venetian blinds look.
I'm not sure what else to say. It's day two, I'm not sleeping much, and I haven't had time to do yoga in two weeks. The stairs on this campus are a nightmare. I know there are handicapped accessible entrances, but to access them you have to walk all the way around the building and enter at the basement. That seems stupid to me, and since I can't move quickly, I'm always running later than I should be, so I take the stairs to save time. Then my legs spasm, and I look like a marrionette tangled up in its strings, kicking randomly with a dazed expression.
      At some point during mentoring today, I zoned out for about seven or eight minutes. I only know this because of the clock on the wall behind Tarez's head. I don't know what happened during those minutes. I must have been looking at the computer screen, because my eyes felt weird. I haven't zoned out for that long since my sophomore year of high school, wherein I entered third period and stared at the blackboard until some part of my brain heard the bell ring. Apparently, however, I still absorb info during that time; getting it out is the hard part. Whatever happened during those minutes had to do with activities for the proposal, I think. Or activities for the CD? I "woke up" when we started talking about students not finding the CD, so whatever happened before then....oh well. I can't go back.
      It's the first week. We're all tired. It's not just me (mantra of the year: It's not just me). To quote Five Iron Frenzy: "Amy's going back to school today. Elation, jubilation beams from her face....A new hope"



One of those pictures fell down. It doesn't really matter which one, as long as the edges aren't torn. I'm sliding out of the margins onto the blank white wall. They've encouraged me to move toward mauve before because in China red is the color of happiness, which is cultural, but too bold. Mauve is global, in the maple trees, the flowers, and the hair of those girls I used to envy in high school. When I edge out of the margins and onto the wall the sign will be signified, and we can all sleep easier. I'm being held up by a silver frame I'm being raptured by the pages beneath me.

Friday, August 12, 2005

A Nightmare on Essay Street, part 5.2

Rereading my July 20th post reminded me that Mediaminer.org has recently posted an email from a reader discussing the quality of fanfiction on that server. Mediaminer defended itself by replying: "We agree that, unlike what many smaller sites are starting to do, we do not disallow fiction based on its quality or lack thereof. That has been considered unfair to writers who are just starting out" (a 7-28-95 Homepage News post). The rest of Lady MacBeth's, one of mm.org's moderators, response points writers to their Beta/Pre-readers and Writing Help Forum as well as the FanFiction Author Review Guild. Lady MacBeth and company do not want to discourage younger writers, but, as moderators, also want their web site to have quality work. By posting this reader's "flame" of the website at the start page, the moderators are effectively directing the attention of anyone reading or writing on mm.org; the prominence of this message on the page cannot be ignored.
The rhetorical strategies behind the flame and the response could be analyzed here; but it is not the near admission of bad writing which caught my attention. Instead, it was a brief apostrophe in the last sentence of Lady MacBeth's reply: "The point of this Guild is not to give empty praise, which has lately become the meaning of 'review', but rather to give honest reviews - including critiqes - of submissions."
The second clause "which has lately become the meaning of 'review'" is the one that is of importance to my "study." The "bribes" I spoke of in the July 20 post are part of this problem: Writers refuse to write more until they are given reviews, and thus meaningless praise--even for somewhat bad writing--is dished out quickly. Other times, "celebrity" fan fic authors will receive praise because no one wants to be accused of "flaming" the well known writer. Some reviews for the more famous writers are pages long, exalting every description, and moving on to praise the personality traits of the writer him/herself.
These well known writers become well known by winning awards from various fan guilds or even the fic host itself. That is not to say these awards aren't merited--there are some truly talented writers in this genre--but that once the writer is recognized as being "one of the best" he or she is unlikely to receive constructive criticism. The reviews, as vast as they are, are not there to improve such writer's skills, but to become part of the strange entourage--a fan of a fan--forming a community with its own unique hierachies and seniorities, friendships and arch enemies, none of which seems to have much to do with either discussing good writing or the original text.
side noteOn checkmated.com (Harry Potter Fan Fiction) some of these relationships do extend into the writing; there are many more fics written by multiple authors, and readers continue or do "outtakes" of their favorite fics, with the permission of the original author. This style of communal writing reminds me of when we did writing exercises in elementary school, and one person would write one sentence, pass the paper down, the second person would continue that thought, pass the paper down, etc. By the end, the story was everyone's and no one's. And they usually made no sense. The importance of these communal "fan fic universes" is that they do make sense, and are expansive, excrutiatingly detailed to the point where the original text seems very far away, and that distance does not seem to matter one bit.